well last saturday after meeting with al at modaks i discovered that others have similar theories as mine!though theirs is a far more complicated way of working it out hahaha anyway the name of these theories is in fact the chaos theory...(this is self dirivitive by the way) i really was impressed with myself for a bit there, nothing like the sound of a balloon popping ...anyway i do find it all amusing... tho my perspective is far more socially inclined, and i guess the truth the people that have inspired me etc have been all meditationally and scientifically inclined....ray tomes, who i did in fact meet at vipassana meditation retreat in 1999/2000 we talked about the effect of sound on matter and he introduced me to cymatics, and klaus who does a lot of work for the steiner school up north....both of them have incredible minds i think....oh yeah and stephan jones (severed heads) was influential though i only saw him speak...very inspiring...cybernetics and such it made so much sense when he said it...sounded easy...stephan jones has been working with conputors since the beginning of computor time...and video very interesting indeed...will read the book chaos that young al encouraged me to read..by james gleick and think about fractels for abit...i so agree that it is all patterns patterns patterns....and i just have to say ooooo its 31 degrees outside yukyukyuk give me the snow anyday LOL...well at least water.....
meditation to me is a tool to clear the head so reality can come in :) nothing more and nothing less ....